Dear Dairy,

I have a lot of things i want to say.
Recently we just broke off, cause I am having dinner with my other poly friends.
During that day, I remember we were happily flying kite. after which my poly friend called me and asked me for dinner. Everytime i go out, i will always tell my gf. I told her but i am so stupid that forgot to say the name. I just remember her saying raining. Take care dear. To be honest, I didnt lie to her. Why do one mistake that i did and she wont understand and forgive. I always cherish this relationship between me and her. I cheer her when she upset. Letting her to vent her anger. Making things for her to eat. Taking care of her when she is sick. Why!!!!

When she made some mistakes, i would unconditionally forgive her. The most i will just nagged a bit. This is what I call love. I continue this rs cause of just one thing. Because you are important and I love you!.. I feel hurt when you replace our status. Dont come and compare that i hurt you and broke your trust. When you left me alone, going out with other guys to town. Have you think of how would i have felt. How much betray that you left in me. While you are having fun and I trusted you totally. A 1 on 1 date? And the excuse you gave me is cause he feel like eating that and he is hungry.

Did i ever ditch you cause of those. A sorry and I forgive you.
In my heart, you have hurt me so deep that I wanted to break apart this rs.
I cant even tell you how i feel cause the result i am excepting is just quarrel. Friends told me to give up, cause you are no longer worth.