These few days i have been feeling very alone, shedding tears, saddness. Dont know if i am sensitive or what. I just have feeling, afterall I really love her so much. To me, i just sometime want a listening ear, listen to my sorrow. i feeling really very insecure. She does not want to listen to me anymore. Is really the MP so much more important than me. i just want a bit of concern, i understand she is tired. but does she know how i feel not. One day, less than 10 msg. why other people relationship they care for each other so much. Yet mine is let that. i keep controlling myself it ok. I can manage it. But what now, i just want a bit of her msg. And she just say stress. Even when i stress i also wont neglect her. Cant she cherish the relationship like how much i treasure it. I dont mind waiting for her, either long or short. As long as i get to see her and spend time i happy.

Now think of it, the only happy moment that i have in this relationship is just when our few months. i really miss the times. i just want her baacck... i dont mind doing anything just to have a few moment of the happier moment together.


i miss the time when chatting at the beach, miss her poring at me, miss when we first have our date. miss when we chat long and never complain late. I seriously just want a few moment of the happy memories together. lynette tan li ping dearest.