It wasnt her fault to being with. Due to my insecurity, i cause all this quarrel.

firstly, i really wish to tell her that by getting present, i not buying over her to stay with me.

all the present i have choose them and make them with thought and love.

i really didnt imagine she think that way.

if today the birthday event was what she think of buying her. Then all those thing i planned had just been my stupid thinking. i had spend so much effort in thinking all these, yet is just "buying her".

sometimes, action of her make me feel insecure. i just dont want say what is it. guess she will know.

I DONT WANT TO SAY ANYMORE.